Snowing in Pavillion

The day that I hoping for had been over, Christmas, the last holiday in this half sem. LOL!! I have shop 4 shopping complexes... Pavillion, Berjaya Times Square, Sungai Wang and Mid Valley!!! Haha... luckily i trained to walk long before, if not, i dun think i still can walk today... hahahaha...

Pavillion: The snowing is AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The white white snow falls from the roof and it is AMAZING!!!!!! The bubble like snow make me feel like in winter!!! haha.......

Although the snowing is just half an hour, i really enjoy it. Thank pavillion give me such a wonderful Christmas eve....

The second day was the day i spend the most money.. Shopping in times square and sungai wang kills me... i bought 2 skirt, 2 t-shirt, shoes, masks, and others lah, make me bleed for RM350... AIZZZZ........... i tried duno how many shirts and skirts..... but trying without buying is my biggest satisfaction...

Last day in KL- Mid valley!!!! Mid valley should be a good mall to shop, but because of we lack of time, we only shop a while only... aiya, should go there earlier!!! the bear bear there is awesomely big!!! There is a bear has at least have one storey tall!!!! but i didnt take that bear's photo.. sigh..... this is the rest big big bear...

Battle of the band

Tonight was a historical night of my life in KMNS.. Battle of the band!! wow~~~~~ my friend was in acapella and battle of the band final.. I wnt miss this opportunity to watch this kind of CONCERT lah...

But then I feel disappointed at the moment I sat down. The IRRITATING stuff halau us from the seat with the reason, boys and girls should sit seperately. == wei, tai lou, u do go to cinema before or not?? In the dark situation can sit wth guy but in the open space like that cannot lah... xiao eh... dun tell me u are religious and won't do any 苟且之事lah. come one, who are people that were caught by doing the THING leh?? == speechless.....

then nevermind lor, i change my seat loh.. at that time girls side do not have any seat already. then i go to move a chair to the centre to sit lor.. ko kong beh sai wor... that is the lorong for the VIP. wa..... vip walk half the DSG ah?? this time ko zai urged with them, but this time we success, we no nid to change my seat any more.. give u die if u ask us to change seat again!!!

And then the girls beside us whisper loudly:" mereka tak datang awal pun boleh duduk depan, kita datang awal awal untuk booking. and then say we are hiao cuz want to sit at the boy side.. walao, u pple more hiao lah.. when we arrive u oso havent reach yet loh.. u are the one booking the place meh?? luan luan luan... if u are not booking row by row we nid to sit at the boy side meh?? and the irritating stuff, dun ever let me recognise her again, i'll spit at your face!!!

And then the stupid that say us hiao one c guy come out from the stage with sunglasses start screaming... wa, handsome gila, kacak kacak!!! then i looked again again and again... feel that he is like a fly more loh.... LOL.. this kind of guy oso classified as handsome?? then they ko ka scream non stop..... come on lah.. stop screaming lah, my ear hurt d lah... tsk tsk tsk.. really never c handsome guy before...... ==

the band performance is OMG!!! noisy, ear hurting, and not nice at all..... == again....

it is really a terrible thing to held in school.. wow.. luckily no more next time, if not, u wnt c me there.. later ppl thought we go there ki hiao.....

I like truth, but sometimes truth is not as good as we imagine.. I duno lah, if u want to tell me something, tell me terus terang, maybe i wnt agree with u lah, but i prefer u tell me loh, better than i guess myself, cuz guessing can wrong one leh.. later i guess wrong liao ma wa ka ki paiseh nia... Give me signal oso useless lah, i'm kinda stupid with that signalsssssss........ although i'll gt wat u are showing but i can easily pretend do not know anything... haha... the funniest thing is thatv the U above dun have this blog address..... then i write oso cnt let U to c lah.. just aizzzzzz suak lah..... my words u never can get it lah....

18!!!

Haha... today my mood no more emo, just as ah zheng say, I'm ki kong because of the endless and pending homework............ and the useless and sucks training... waste me a lot of time...

I seriously think that my bad mood in these few days is because of my period..... Die liao loh, how ah?? I don't want every month like that loh,, suffering

de leh.... keep smiling:) yeah!! :( seriously lah... can anyone tell me a way to control my emotion?? I don't want it to control me again..

Bear bear collection!!! all the bears in my room gather together to chit chat.. haha...

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And the birthday gift... thank for them who really put an effort

to make the DIY gift and the party..

Thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm 18 d!!!! haha...........

My Birthday

These year birthday is different from the previous one. Last time, I ate cake with my family at night and hanged out with friends in the day. This year, since stupid KMNS dun't allow us to go out during these weekend, then i have and must have my first and last and the only birthday here. My 18th birthday, I imagined it what will happen in this day before. But all thing out of my expected, i came to KMNS, unexpected; I can't go out during my birthday, unexpected; I left my home. unexpected; I left Penang, unexpected; I left my friends, unexpected; I met with friends in KMNS, unexpected... and so on unexpected things happen....

KMNS fellow gave me an expected SURPRISING BIRTHDAY PARTY. Lok Yee and I have the same birthday and we celebrated together. Honestly, both if us don't like too much of people celebrate with us. It is because it is really paiseh and quite weird when there are a lot of people that u are not really know them celebrate your birthday. == But luckily lah, only a few came this afternoon, not really paiseh and take a number of photo lah. I smiled till my mouth tired.. == But Lok Yee wasn't happy with that. And she created a lot of excuses to escape fro the party. When I knew there were a party like that for me, I did think to escape, but after that, I knew this is something that come frm their true heart, I can't disappoint them. And thay must be work hard for that. haha.. and finally i attend to receive the bless and wises from them.......

KMNS is in jungle and most kns place that i ever been before. Outside is raining heavily and cool, inside the hostel.... guess what, no water... big contra. sometime I'll have an idea to run to out to take shower in rain easier. I've been one week not bathe in C1 already. Yesterday, I took shower in C1 and the consequence was, I can only wash my hair, and the rest finish in C2, same as today..... I have nothing and no mood to critics this problem already. What can i show is ==, then say:"har, no water again ah............."

Dinner with a pack of instand mee sedap and an apple is the best combination I ever had before.. The apple is so hard and not delicious at all.. and the instant mee.. all is same flavour one, can't differentiate which one more delicious...

Lastly, I really don't know why whenever i write my blog, I'll be emo. Now again, no mood, the more i write, the worse my mood.... I forget what I say yesterday, emo not suit me, I find many excuses and blame the emo song I listen yesterday. Now, I'm not listening to any song. What makes me emo??

Emo not suit me!!!!

Tomorrow is my birthday. If it is last last year, i'll be very happy to receive wishes from all my friends and family. But since last year, I dun have such a desire to celebrate my birthday already. Maybe last year my birthday is during spm. This year is falls on Sunday, but our stupid kns KMNS dun allow us to go out this weekend. That means i have to celebrate my birthday alone in jungle. I'm not so happy with that, I have persuaded myself to cheer but my mood haven't come back. Emo keeps disturb me. I dun want to be an emo person. I'm an optimist and i dun really feel good today.

Yesterday, i told someone that emo not suit me. It's true because once i become emo, i'll feel very tortured and I feel like i can't breathe. I hate that side of me. That's why i choose to forget all the problems and avoid to face the problems. This is not me. I'm not like that. I must be something wrong already. But what is it?? I don't want to show this side to my friends. I smile in front of them but only i know that is not a sincere smile. It is fake!!!

Today, I did a stupid act. I went to the olahraga training and i thought that it would be useful for me to grab a pedal in mini kakom. But those crazy and stupid and hiao po sss keep on ki hiao there. The problem is we have to do together with them. I felt ashame with their and my act.. training training lah.. Why make it like dancing?? Is it really useful for us to get petal in mini kakom.. Please lah, dun act stupid anymore lah.. Luckily not many chinese saw that, if not I really have to dig a hole and hide inside... I felt like i want to explode already lah.. no mood to do my homework leh.... I know I must do it very fast because i run out of time....

KMNS dun have a nice spot to suicide, if not, many students will die here... cuz it is torturing and hectic... and the most important is the attitude ppl really beh tahan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

STOP ME!!!

I know i am getting crazy recently. Usually, i can make up my mind very fast and do not hesitate to do a thing.... Recently, I seem to be very lazy to do a thing. I know what I should do now is quickly take out my tutorial ad finish it ASAP. But I can't do it. It is only a simple thing and i keep on waste my time... Help!!!! Who can come and slap me to wake me up??

And, I am boring to listen the gossip of me to somebodies else... == I'm sooooooooooooo surprised when I heard that i am on with somebody!!!!!! CRAZY!!! I do not even talk to him face to face nicely. WALAO, the people here really so free to gossip and create a story about me that I have no idea about it... Is it all mixed school like that?? Sometimes when people ask me, how are u with xxx, i really speechless and duno how to respond.

THE WHOLE WORLD LISTEN: I AM NOT DATING WITH ANYONE AND WILL NOT DO SO IN MY YEARS IN KMNS!!!!

C2P 的成绩放榜

昨天是Matrik 成绩放榜的大日子。每个人都带着忐忑不安的心情去礼堂拿成绩。当然我也不例外。先一天我还很很很紧张，怕说得不到4.00 的话前程都毁了。那时有很多传言说有多少人多少人的满4分。。我又怕不是那些人的对手，到昨天，我才发现原来是我白担心一场。

2500++ 人当中就有308人得4分。算起来有超过10%。开心得太早，10%的人得四分！！！四分是什么？？A 到完！！我看来看去都不觉得这里的学生酱厉害。华人才那140++，剩下的呢？？ 你跟我说200人得还差不多。就连那些平时不很厉害的人都能得满分。我突然觉得4分不是一件值得骄傲的事，好像随便那石头就能丢到4flat 的人。我突然明白为什么STPM 的人将讨厌matrik 的学生，因为很不公平。我宁愿我得不到4flat也不像要让那些成绩高人一等的人和一般的庸才的成绩一样。

还有，英文！！！ 一些连造一个没有语病的句子都有问题的人都能得甲！ 那些从小讲英文将到大的人只得个乙。这又是什么问题？？一个不用紧，问题是在很多人都是酱。虽然我也得个B， 但是我为那些英文好过我但得不到A的人不值。唉~~要帮也不用帮到酱出脸。